This is the first blog post I have written in a long time and I can honestly say I am scared to death to start this journey today. This is the first day of 2011 and a new year has begun!! I am a long way from most things that are familiar to me and at times feel very "out of place" in my own home. This year, for me, is filled with possibilites, realities and finding myself somewhere in all this "issue" I have created for myself! I have always been a chubby kid and when I became a teenager it just kept coming, the weight that is. When I became an adult the self-esteem issues had already done their damage and I felt hopeless so here I am at 313 lbs, the heaviest I have ever weighed in my life.
**Special Note: I suffer from Hypothyroidism and have been struggling with this massive amount of weight ever since.**
My main goal in creating this blog is so that I will have a way of keeping my very own journal on this uphill battle that I am about to engage in. It is going to be a battle of wills and hearts and I am finally ready to FIGHT for who I am and who I should be.
I WILL NOT LET ALL THIS "FAT" WIN!!!! READY, SET, LET'S RUMBLE!!!!!
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